There’s a little bit of a child in everyone.
Sometimes I feel like everything I do is wrong.
Everything I try goes bad.
All of my problems and concerns scream at me every time something catches my attention.
I’m just a human.
And I can’t help it when I make mistakes or when I think something’s right when It’s not.
I can’t help it when some thought goes through my mind and when it takes over me.
I’m not as confident as I wish I was.
I’m more myself here than anywhere else
I expose myself on here because I am unable to do it elsewhere.
My anxiety chews at my fingernails and takes stabs at my state of being
I cannot control it.
Matter of fact, I cannot control anything.
I feel useless.
I feel like I cannot, will not do anything
I feel like I’m just a little fish in a big pond.
I feel so very small.
I can’t tel anyone what I feel, how I feel.
Just you guys.
So don’t judge me, don’t punish me for how I feel.
Don’t try to fix me, just stand by and watch while I try and fix myself.